hodod 2 hafte hast ba L J va Tani zendegi mikonam.
chand ruz aval aali bud.
bad khabar haye bad sar resid.
baraye master az 4 ja reject shodam. kheili tajob kardam.
Karhaye tamdid visam munde.
Arsalan ke baham beham zadim, vali telephoni dar ertebat budim, hala dg javabam ro dorost nemide.
dadash harf khodkoshi zad o kar dorost nadare.
khastam
ama zendegi ghasd nadare behem vaght esterahat bede.
har ruz dare sakht tar mishe. khoshhalam ke bein adamhaye khubi am vagarna kheili sakht mishod.
gharar in bud ke esterahat konam ta PTSD khub beshe.
ama guya bayad sari khub sham.
ketabhaye ravan shenasi mikhunam o tunestam ta hadi khodam ro jam konam.
alan tuye saram ine ke baraye doctora o kar apply konam o doa konam ke khosh shans basham o shayad baraye master tunestam beram Dusseldorf.
va omidvaram ke visa 1 sale ro begiram.
vagarna shayad majbur besham beram Iran.
khodam ro sarzanesh nemikonam. rah derazi umadam.hagh daram ke daghun o darmunde basham.
ama be khodam forsat midam ke khub besham.
omidvaram khoda delesh be rahm biad. rahi baram baz kone ya komakam kone ta khodam rahi baz konam.